too much stress in my head these days. i don't get stressed out very easily, but the stress factors seem to be stockpiling. good thing i'm making working out a regular part of my schedule, otherwise i don't know how i'd deal. i get some down time talking to one of my favorite people, which seems to be going better than i'd hoped... but the work and apartment and money stress is starting to really get to me.

i got an offer for the in-law i liked. however, in order to take it, i have to move in by april 1 (or at least start paying beginning april 1). if i do that, i'll be double-paying for three weeks, which ends up costing me about $500 in throw-away money. the unfortunate thing is that i don't have any throw-away money. i really like the place, but i don't know if i can justify the unnecessary expense. do i spend the money and assure myself that i'm going to have a place i really like, or do i pass on it and hope that i'll find something equitable? i have to decide before 6pm today, and i don't know what to do :(

more chaos at work, too. no one knows what they're doing, and they're trying to implement more new things but no one has any idea how to do it or where to start. gah! i have no idea how this organization stays afloat with the massive amounts of disorganization.